independance::independence::independance
scratch the surface feel me slipping my fingernails leave marks along the wall as i fall arms frantically reaching out to reach in hold my own hand as i gradually stand only to push myself down all over again do you see me bleeding here a puddle of pain i mar the pavement an unwashed stain swirlling into the mud making brown pools of hate please don't drown with me before it's too late and i turn to ice better than melting away and i hold myelf never sure you'll stay i don't depend o
Hopeless::hopeless::Hopeless
you seem to care so much and i don't i really don't. i'm selfish i'm cold and im a bitch and you can't see that or you still care anyway and i don't understand and i wonder if i've lost all respect for you because you take all my shit and still come back or if i should respect and admire your persistence when everyone else has given up on me and i'm torn.. and i hate you for making me feel bad for being so cruel to a well-intentioned heart that only meant to save me
but what if i don't want to be s
catattonic bliss::catattonic.bliss::catattonic bliss
eyes stare blankly at the wall wondering what happened to it all her hopes, her dreams, slipped quietly away she stares, hoping they'll come back someday
she sits and thinks of nothing at all her mind as blank as a blank white wall it hurts too much to try to care so she sits and sits and stares and stares
her eyes only close to go to sleep the only other place where she finds peace in her dreams she stares at a blank white wall happily thinking of nothing at all.
alphabet Soup::alphabet.soup::alphabet Soup
I handed you my soul on a platter
A simple dish
specially prepared meant only for a chosen few alphabet soup
with a pinch of rhyme I wanted to you to taste it
even though i was afraid of what you'd think
But I never said I could cook
And you only sampled to be polite
Telling me it was good
Still I appreciated the lie
It hurt though
That you didn't really understand
Or tried to make any sense
Out of the seemingly random letters
That I so carefully threw in
it wasn't
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